OK, this is just a rambling, somewhat incoherent stream of consciousness that is probably not worth reading. I'm not going to re-read it tonight anyway. But it's what I've got. It's probably whiny. I won't feel bad if you don't read it.
I just finished reading The Hunger Games, Catching Fire, and Mockingjay (by Suzanne Collins) for the second time. I didn't get enough sleep last night and spent a lot of time crying today, mirror neurons in overdrive, mourning the corruption of perfect love in one character. I felt so stupid for being so affected by a person, a character, that's not even real. But I was also crying for other reasons, I think.